Well it’s coming up on a year since I wrote, and I feel pretty bad about that. My only excuse is that since I broke off from the corporate world to work on my own, I’ve been pretty busy.
It’s strange. While I thought that I would have more time to myself, the reality of it was, that my entire waking life was essentially dedicated to this work, which is really sad since I was only getting paid for a fraction of that time.
All that’s gotten somewhat better since I partnered up with 3 other guys to create a new company called 4-Roads, but I still spend a lot of time working and have little time for myself.
The strange part is that any time I’m not working (such as trying to write a blog post or do anything on my own time) I feel bad about it, like I SHOULD be working. It’s a strange dilemma that in many cases ends up with me sitting around intending to work, trying to work, but wishing I was doing something else, anything else, being anywhere else.
I’ve had one of those weeks. A complete inability to focus on working. So today rather than wasting the entire day away, I figured maybe I should actually do that something else and just get it out the way so maybe I can refocus on working.
Will it work? I don’t know. Maybe I’m just burnt out. Maybe I’m just tired of the rest of my interests taking a back seat. Maybe I need to get a corporate job again. I miss working, socializing, and communicating with people face to face. On the other hand I really like working in t-shirt, shorts and bare feet J
Anyway, I’m going to make a concerted effort to give a little more attention to this little corner of mine, just in case anyone is still paying attention.
Is anyone there? Anyone?
Posted
Oct 06 2007, 06:16 AM
by
michael